seems like at times when I try to improve or better myself, something falls through or its like running into a brick wall. I just want to be able to have a nice house, career and be able to buy some toys to play around on in the summer. I've been in a class at delta since january, everyone was happy. Now I have a job offer, not going into details, but its 40 hours, now everyone says well go do that, you can always go back to school later. To me I try to do something to better myself and whatever I do, it doesn't seem like anyone is happy with what I do. well I guess if I can have the chance now to make money then I will take it.